I'm going to bed after a night full of reminders of just why my awesome life is so stress-filled. I am just one bad backache away from being in the hole financially.. ugh. I'm so mad at myself. But seriously, I only went to the doctor because something didn't feel right.. my back STILL hurts.. but now I'm getting the bills and regretting it. It's pretty sad that I regret going to the doctor because I can't pay the bill.
Ugh. I used to have great insurance. I used to have a lot of good things.. but lately I just feel like my life is in a vice grip and I'm slowly being squeezed to death. It's unfortunate that I have to eat and buy gas... and it's even worse that I have to pay for electricity. I'm considering selling all my stuff and living in someone's basement for a year just so I can get some debt paid off and money saved up! UGH.
Stupid money. It's STUPID. I wish I could pay my bills with cupcakes and sandwiches.. I can do those! But money??? I just don't have enough of that.
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